She probably wont even read or see this. But ever since ive been with caitie, ive been so happy. she is the one person i love more than anything, even megadeth, even dave mustaine, even playing guitar, even living life. I know its only been a short time. But I know deep down when something feels right, and ive never felt like this before. I can honestly say that she is the most beautiful person i have ever met, inside and out. and she always amazes me and makes me laugh! in fact, shes the only girl that can make me hysterical like that! I love absolutely everything about her! I love her eyes! i love her hair! i love her smile! i love her body! i love her personality! i just love her!!! She is my best best best best friend and much more! No matter what, me and her are ALWAYS laughing and having fun! We have so many inside jokes ive lost count! There are so many things I could write about her but i think she already knows how much I care.. well i hope so at least! Im not quite sure why she likes me! But im so glad she does!! All i can think about is her. Im actually getting tears in my eyes as im writing this because it makes me so happy! Whenever we are cuddling its just like…whoa. Its as if theres something else there, so much more. Well thats what i get from it at least! I hope this lasts forever, because the only way this relationship is gonna end is when im not breathing.  I Love You Caitie McGuigan. I Really Do. <3